Friday, March 30, 2007

I don't have much to write about today - I worked 8:30-5 then 6-10. The most exciting part of my day was the fresh strawberries on my cereal this morning. Both of my shifts went really fast though, which was nice.
Well I've got a full day ahead of me tomorrow, so I suppose I should get ready to turn in. I saw this meme on Aunt Weezie's blog and wanted to fill it out first:

1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:30am
2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds
3. What was the last film you saw in the cinema? Charlotte's Web
4. What is your favorite tv show? Survivor
5. What did you have for breakfast? bowl of Kix topped with fresh strawberries
6. What is your middle name? Louise
7. What is your favorite cuisine? Pizza
8. What foods do you dislike? tomatoes, olives, mushrooms
9. What are your favorite chips? salt and vinegar
10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Johnny Cash
11. What kind of car do you drive? Cavalier
12. Favorite sandwich? roast beef and swiss
13. What characteristics can't you stand? dishonesty, neediness, jealousy, selfishness, fairweatherness
14. What are your favorite clothes? Jeans and a fitted tee
15. If you could go anywhere on vacation where would it be? Hawaii or somewhere tropical
16. Where is sixteen? after fifteen
17. Where would you want to retire? right here in Maine - hopefully with a summer home on the water somewhere
18. Favorite time of day? evening after I'm done working
19. Where were you born? Lewiston, Maine
20. Favorite events to watch? horse jumping, hockey, baseball
21. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
22. Beavers or Ducks? ducks - they're so cute!
23. Are you a morning person or night owl ? neither at the moment...I go to bed early, and get up early only cuz I have to!
24. Pedicures or manicures? manicures
25. What did you want to be when you were little? A jockey or a strawberry seller
26. What is your best childhood memory? a highlight was definitely when I got my first horse!
27. Ever been to Africa? No
28. Ever been toilet papering? No
29. Been in a car accident? I backed into somebody once and a drunk kid rammed my car once while it was parked
30. Favorite day of the week? Sunday
31. Favorite flower? stargazer lilly
32. Favorite restaurant? The Olive Garden
33. Favorite ice cream? Ben and Jerry's Dublin Mudslide
34. Favorite fast food restaurant? Burger King
35. How many times did you fail your driver's test? once
36. From whom did you get your last e-mail? My mom
37. What store would you like to max out your credit card? Aeropostale
38. Last person you went to dinner with? my mom, brother and step-dad
39.What are you listening to right now? my cat purring
40. What is your favorite color? pink
41. How many tattoos do you have? two...considering a third
42. How many are you sending this e-mail to? Anyone who reads my blog
43. What time did you finish this blog entry? 10:45 pm
44. Favorite magazine? Cosmo
45. Coffee or tea? coffee
46. Do you tan easily or burn? Used to tan really easily but now I avoid too much sun.
47. Do you color your hair? every six weeks.
48. What is the first car you ever purchased without your parents assistance? Chevy Cavalier...it was my pride and joy
49. What is your most dreaded household chore? the dishes or scrubbing the bathtub
50. Who do you tag to do this meme? anyone that wants to

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Thankful for Thursdays

I am typing during Survivor commercial breaks - lets see how much I actually accomplish! I'm actually kind of excited because Ravu just won their first challenge. I always seem to vote for the underdog - it's nice to see when they come out of their rut - they appreciate the rewards that much more.
This morning I had a training at the Ciancette Building and had to use our new skills this afternoon in the office. We had pizza and ice cream sundaes for Doctors Day, which is actually tomorrow.
I got my first HPV vaccine today - my arm is wicked sore! I actually had to lay down because I felt queazy right after the injection...I'm so wimpy!
After my doctor appointment I swung into mom's and dropped off some salmon that my co-worker had brought in, in exchange for some left over stir fry (tomorrow's lunch! yes!). Then I ran over to Aunt Weezie's to "use the treadmill". Really, I think I was just looking for some moral support. I haven't been feeling like myself lately, and Josh's suicide has been bothering me more than I thought it would. Anywho, I was pleased to be informed that JonJon and company was delivering pizza and would be by shortly. I chatted and hung out until about 7:30ish then headed home. Now here I sit, in front of my computer, jacket still on, kitty on my lap, and my Thursday night TV shows on.
I love Thursdays ~

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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Windy Wednesday!

Listen to thaot wind howl! Too bad we couldn't sue the weather guy every time he was wrong - nobody would have to work! I guess I should be glad it's not snowing.
Today wasn't overly exciting - I worked all day. I am getting ready to head to job #2 for the last four hours of the day. I'm kind of regretting the fact that I offered to push carts tonight - it's going to destroy my hair! At least I'll be getting exercise though.
I've been seriously considering job #3 - cleaning Aunt Weezie's barn this summer. It's about 45 minutes, first thing in the morning, 5 days a week. Aunt Weezie said she wouldn't be offended if I felt it wasn't worth my time - I think it's awesome! Getting paid to hang out in the barn, build muscle shoveling manure and spending more time with her? I'd be tempted to do it for free (if only I didn't have to pay rent...)!
I haven't given her an answer yet, but I've been thinking and praying about it and really think it'll be an awesome job. Besides, it's only in the summer, so it's not like I have to worry about freezing my butt off and breaking through the iced-over water buckets!
Well I just heard my trash can skid across the driveway, so I suppose I should chase after that and get going.
The weather in this state can be crazy sometimes...but I love it!
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

A Good Weekend

So it was an interesting weekend, to say the least. Friday was my friend’s funeral which was not fun at all – they never are though. Friday night I went to a comedy show with my friend Willis. It was good to laugh – and we were with a good group of people, which always helps.

My brother also got an OUI Friday night, on top of finding out he was being evicted from his apartment. I’m hoping this is the last bad decision he makes for a long time. He is past due on a lifestyle change, and I worry about him daily.

Saturday I worked both jobs, then watched a handful of Grey’s Anatomy. Aunt Weezie lent me season one and two because I had never seen it before – now I’m hooked!

Sunday I had breakfast at my mom’s, then went to church with Aunt Weezie and the Uncle . I was very glad I went as the topic was anxiety – something that has been an issue with me lately. I listened carefully and took down notes – I really think going to church will help me find my way. I have been searching for guidance and am glad to finally have it. I think it’ll bring me closer to my family too, which is always a plus. After church mom and I went to Reny's and did some shopping. I've been feeling kind of lonely lately and I think mom sensed that, so she suggested that little day trip. On the way back we got a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup sundae at Baskin Robbins - it was amazing! I sent her flowers on Monday with a card that said "Thank you for everything you do, I'd be lost without you." I would definitely be lost without my mom.

I'm looking forward to church next week - I already feel an improvement and am relieved to see there's an end (of feeling lost) in sight.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

The Gift of Life

Life is hard. There are days that you just want to give up and take the easy way out. I've thought about it, and it's pretty normal for anybody to think about it. To actually do it though, is a totally different story and is something that nobody should have to endure.

Monday I was told that my friend Josh had taken his own life in his ex-girlfriend's house. Dumbfounded, I just sat at my desk and cried. How can anything be so bad that you have to commit such a horrible, selfish act?

When a person kills themself, they are playing God in their own life. They are taking the decision away from God. Now I ask you - isn't that a sin? Although sins are forgivable, how can you justify something like that?

· It violates the Ten Commandments.
· Nowhere does the Bible condone a person ending life to escape circumstances.
· Life is a gift from God.
· Suicide is an expression of self-hatred, and the Bible says we are to "love our neighbors as ourselves."
· Suicide usurps the power that belongs only to God.
· A person who commits suicide short-circuits God's will for his or her life.
· It is an expression of lack of faith. Philippians 4:19 states, "My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus."

Is Josh in Heaven right now? I don't know. I don't believe he ever invited God into his life, and that scares me. Although I feel nobody deserves eternity in hell, why should non-christians be as privileged as those who have accepted God into their lives? Now I'll admit I haven't been the best follower in the past, but I have very recently started to include God in my life again and already feel more complete. I don't feel as depressed and hopeless, which is something I have lived with for many many years.

So please, add Josh's family to your thoughts and prayers. He had two very young children and a family that loved him very much.

http://www.bangornews.com/a/class/obituaries/obituary.cfm?id=63390

Rest in peace, Josh. Hopefully I'll see you again someday.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Times Are Changing

I’ve gotten a lot of mixed reactions about the recent time-change. I for one, am all about it! I’ve noticed that most of the people who don’t like it are the early risers that are up and ready to go before my alarm even goes off. It is still dark when I get up at 6:30am but my window is so small in my room, it’s usually dark no matter what time of day it is.

I find myself being active longer during the day – when it gets dark at 4 I just want to go home and put my pjs on. Now I’m more motivated and don’t want to stay in while it’s nice out. I also am getting horse fever again. During the winter it’s kind of the pits because we can’t ride outside and it gets so cold! During the warmer seasons I go to the barn much more and am looking forward to this. Aunt Louise got a new pony last year that does jumping and I kind of want to get into that. I used to jump on Big Buddy, but he would get so excited and wound up it almost scared me – even as a full-grown adult I still am just a peanut on him! He’s a gentle giant though…a little clumsy at times, but hey, nobody’s perfect right?

Sunday, March 11, 2007

The Beginning

Ahh, my first blog. I was introduced to this site by Midlife Mom, who is my very special Aunt. I do a little blogging on my MySpace page, but I usually only write something when I feel like making a statement.
I wasn't even sure if I had anything to write about tonight, but as I sat here watching one of my favorite shows, I figured I'd make a tribute to it.
I'm sure you all have heard of America's Funniest Home Videos. I remember even when I was back in middle school laughing more than anybody else in the room at those crazy home movies. Dad used to order Gambino's pizza after church and we'd all sit down as a family and watch it - one of my favorite memories.
To this day I rarely miss an episode. My favorite, of course, are the animal films. I have a very soft spot for animals - especially cats. I think that runs in the family. So I thought it only appropriate that I add some silly kitty clips - I hope you enjoy!

Crazy Cats 2

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